Never Make A Change.

You ever get in these little temporary lapses of judgement like I do? The same ones that prompt you to daydream of drastic changes to your life. Maybe it's just me living with more eggs in my basket then I want to crack. Nothing major I guess, I'm comfortable and happy with my personal life for the most part, I guess it boils down to materialistic bullshit and status quo transparent crap that I want to make myself feel more lavish. Guilty as charged.

I've more or less abandoned the new car idea. I would still love to have a Mazdaspeed 3, or maybe a Scion Tc with some upgrades. But my car functions the way it needs to and there's no way I could realistically afford it and not make a HUGE sacrifice with my spending habits.

Now I'm onto upgrading my nerd situation and looking at buying a Mac Mini. It seems logical at this point since I'm not moving away from home anytime too soon. And when I do, my living situation will only benefit from these purchases. Maybe it's a subconscious way to quell that desire (moving out) by getting a new computer and a sick monitor...hooking up my stereo receiver and speakers to it, cleaning up and maybe even trading rooms with my sister, organizing shit and framing some cool prints to replace random promo posters. I might even work on my pops to give me the new LCD TV he got for the downstairs that no one even uses. Hook everything up to that (including the Wii) and be ballin' in my room. Haha.

Of course, like with 99% of everything else in world, I don't need any of it. But it would be cool to have.

After reading this back, I should probably get my own place.

What's real:
Life's Blood - Defiance
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Jesse Brust mosh